The Influences of the Full Moon in Gemini of December 12, 2019


This is the description of the energies that we will have to process around the full Moon in Gemini on December 12, 2019. The energy of this full Moon is very spirited in the prelude to the annular Solar Eclipse of Boxing Day December 26, 2019. The Earth is once again opening up new layers of her multi-dimensional consciousness.

The energy of struggle, collective anger and confusion in communication is certainly a theme right now. The injured I and the violated rights of the individual are a driving force in this. There is also an extra deep desire to be able to live and rule from the Heart and because of these breakthroughs can become visible of directors who manage with the Heart and involvement.

Carried by the Essence of Earth

Around this full Moon in December, Earth’s Being Essence is once again opening up a new layer of its multi-dimensional consciousness. This also makes extra consciousness available to us in connection with the Earth. This requires a different grounding from deeper layers of our consciousness. From soul layers the experience remains fragmented, but from our Being Essence, our God Spark there is a centering in the multi-dimensional experience. In concrete terms, this means that you can experience and consider situations from multiple angles at the same time.

The polarization of right and wrong of duality disappears and different angles are reflected here.You reach this state of consciousness by choosing the unconditionality of our God spark, of who we Are in Essence. Then everything can coexist. In addition, it remains very important to follow your own path as part of a larger whole and to really choose for yourself. When you are well in the flow, you connect with a greater order and then you are carried by the Being Essence of the Earth. Warm nourishing energy then flows into your body through the feet.(Neptune conjunct Black Moon in Pisces conjunct Chiron in Aries everything in the 4 th house . Black Sun conjunct North Node in the 8 th house.)

Current involvement

The survival mechanism of this full Moon shows that everything shreds when there is no real involvement. Nor can greater cohesion or synchronicity arise without involvement. Then everything is empty and aimless, then the heart is not there. During this period we are again confronted with situations that demand a lot from us, but cannot be organised. We cannot manage to tie up all the loose ends when this has to be done from a compelling structure.

To make it a whole, real attention and involvement is needed. During this presence of your consciousness, energetic connections are made. Everything then comes into a different living coherence and order. This is something most people can’t see, but can feel.(black Moon in Pisces conjunct Neptune conjunct Chiron in Aries in the 4 th house .)

Wounded I

Chiron in Aries shows the wounded self. When the heart is lacking and we are under pressure to deliver, then there is false servitude, which is not connected but is made up of islands. The tendency is to keep going to see if you can deliver what is demanded. The feeling of being broken, not good enough and not satisfying, that is the driving force that keeps you going. Because then you feel like that sucker who can’t meet what is being asked.

While your inner self is broken and fat, you let yourself down and you don’t actually take yourself seriously. Then you don’t realize that the problem might be the system or the circumstances to which you subject yourself, while you think that you yourself are the problem.You forget that what is requested or imposed may not be correct at all or can be delivered. You then fight on to be of service to something outside yourself. And the engine that sustains all this is then the wounded I.(Black Moon in Pisces conjunct Chiron in Aries Stationary so extra powerful.


The reversal comes about when you stop pushing yourself to do something that isn’t right. Then the wounded personality, the wounded I is accepted and the race to comply, to prove that you are okay, ends. Then the wound becomes your Mastery and the love for your wounded self determines the pace and with which you connect and indicates your attention and presence. (Jupiter, South Node, Diamond, Saturn conjunction Venus and Pluto in Capricorn 2 the house sextile Chiron in Aries Stationary.)

Flow of your Heart

What happens then is a miracle. You come exactly where you can make the right contribution. You will then move with the flow. Perhaps you have been trying to keep all the balls high in one place and with a day activity that does not suit you for years. Not being able is also part of the whole and shows you where the current does flow and where it does not come to a dead end. The energy of this full Moon can also give enormous pressure and the deep desire that the Heart really MUST get its shaping power now. May you trust that the flow will take you where your heart wants to flow. (Black Moon in Pisces conjunct Neptune conjunct Chiron in Aries in the 4 th house† Diamond, Saturn, Venus and Pluto conjunct Virgo in the 2 nd house.)

Serving a system

The idiocy and consequences of the current Western economically driven system has become enormously visible. It is becoming increasingly visible that it destroys people. We see this in the world, for example, with the tax authorities and other government institutions or large companies that lock people in automated systems, causing them to get into trouble. This is getting more and more attention and is becoming apparent as the bug of the present time.

It is now becoming apparent that the heart and a personal contribution of employees is often really necessary. It is now becoming increasingly clear that it is about us humans who make the difference and not about serving an ego-driven system.This also makes clear where we use false or wrong servitude and service that serves no human being,(Priapus in Virgo 10th house . Jupiter, South Node, Diamond, Saturn conjunct Venus and Pluto in Capricorn 2nd house .)

Right of the individual

The consequences imposed on us by the power of large corporations and unwieldy government agencies are enormous and deprive individuals of their rights. I will mention just a few examples here such as the smart meter, 5G, an asbestos remediation plan that the insurance companies are now imposing instead of the government, Hong Kong being annexed by China, and so on and so forth.

I expect that this full Moon will also bring strife, demonstrations, collective anger and thunder to bring that which is not yet recognized as harm to the individual in the full light of consciousness. This is a time when governance from the Heart and warm involvement becomes extra visible and can reconnect the unhinged visions and conflicts in wisdom. (Mars on the Ascendant in Scorpio in the 12thhouse sextile Jupiter, South Node, Diamond, Saturn, Venus, Pluto conjunct in Capricorn 2 nd house .)

Confusing communication

We can also expect the necessary confusion around Mercury issues. Mercury (major) is unspectacular in the chart of this full Moon (and Mercury is ruler of the survival mechanism of this full Moon). Mercury rules communication, traffic, trade, movement in general, transfer of information, but is also connected with children, play and humor.

In these areas there may be a lot of confusion, deep power and impotence and incomprehension. So not understanding each other, as if everyone speaks a different language. (Mercury inconjunct Uranus in Taurus and trine Chiron in Aries.)

recovery of life

Another driving force is the environmental damage that is now visible all around us and worldwide. The Earth and its ecosystem is broken in its larger context and is resetting. Ego driven service to a system destroys everything that lives on Earth and its organization. And we can no longer ignore the consequences.

Letting go and transformation are now being asked of us. It’s not about right and wrong, everything is part of the whole. Governing with our Heart and our full involvement, but also transparency and admitting what is not pure and what is not working. That transparency will make the whole picture visible. The resulting transformation will restore the unity and coherence of life.(Jupiter, South Node, Diamond, Saturn, Venus, Pluto conjunct in Capricorn 2 the house opposition North Node in Cancer conjunct black Sun 8 th house.)


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